Justin

Justin

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	[May. 26th, 2008\|10:05 pm]
so thursday i woke up with a bad toothache didnt think anything of it somtimes this tooth that i broke hurts. so i took pain pills n went on with my buisiness. well friday part of my face was numb well now skip to today. my whole right side is numb heres what i looked like once i woke up.
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fuck

[Feb. 2nd, 2008|04:57 pm]

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my grandma Phillips just passed away. i dunno what to say. she fell down about a week ago she said she was fine. my dad went up to check up on her the next day and she was on the floor again. she was also talking really weird and like she wasn't there like she had a stroke or something so my dad took her to the ER. they said she was really dehydrated so they gave her a IV then sent her home she was doing good. then my dad called her later that night to see if she was doing ok and she didn't answer so he went up there and she was on the ground again. so he got her up and talked to her made her eat something and drink something. he told her if you are not better tomorrow we are gonna have to take you to the ER again. the next day we took grandma to the hospital again they ran a bunch of series of tests.

they didn't find anything wrong with her so they kept her over night the next day she was doing better. so they sent her home my aunt took her to her house to help take care of her since she doesn't work. well she was doing great me my mom and my dad went to visit her the other day Wednesday or Tuesday. she was talking good looked better but was always cold then hot then cold. then yesterday they took grams to the ER cause her feet were blue and going up same with her hands. then today my aunt called saying she wanted all grandmas kids and grandkids that they could up to make a big decision. so i went in my own car n my dad took his own we got there she died like 3 minutes before.

thing i feel the worst about is that last night we had a employee that was leaving shes been at our store forever. well we had a party at el sarape's then we went to a bar to just hang out with and originally my plan was to go and just hang out for a little bit tell ryan congrats then leave. I ended up having a really fun time and staying tell 11. i was glad i went i think ryan was shocked i was there im pretty quiet at work and don't really talk much. as ryan put it i am one of those people that doesn't speak unless spoken too or has something good to say. i feel like shit

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busy, busy busy.

[Sep. 24th, 2007|05:55 pm]

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this month has been really shitty so i am glad its almost over. well started i hit that damn raccoon then not a week went by and i was driving to work around 7:30am. as i am coming around this corner i see a deer hopping along the freeway going with traffic and the car in front of me is like right beside the deer so i know hes not going to hit it. I was like shit so i kicked the car out of cruise control and slowly slowed down and look to my left but next to me was a semi so i just slowed down as much as i could without getting rear ended and got as close to the semi as i could and hit the deer. thank god it was a small deer i think last years baby it didn't do any damage to my car. take in account this happened in like 3 seconds these were just reactions. once i got to work i had to get out and put my head on the roof of the car it really shook me up. ive seen cars that hit a deer and it kills the driver. grosses thing about it was my bumper had the deers hair stuck to it so that grossed me out. so now i am really nervous about driving on the freeway. killed a raccoon and a deer. I was actually really proud that i didn't just instantly swerve i would have thought that would of been my first reaction but i never thought of that at all.

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bumps in the road

[Jun. 28th, 2007|02:54 pm]

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fucking a i thought everything was going good until yesterday. ok about a week ago id say my grams Richardson (my moms mom) fell and broke her pelvis. she didn't need surgery or anything just needed to rest and go to a retirement home to relearn how to walk on it. no problem really i mean she broke her hip a year or two ago and had to have surgery so this was a small bump. the yesterday she went into the ICU with pneumonia and is in VERY VERY critical condition. the doctors gave her 30% chance of surviving. Last night we went to go see her and see how she was doing basically shitty shes on 100% oxygen and they are having a VERY hard time getting the oxygen to her blood. i feel like everything thats happening is a dream it doesn't feel real. so yea last night i basically said my peace told her don't hold on for us its ok to let go that we will love her no matter what. that she will be happier with gramps and her family. it was really weird on the way home it was me, dad, mom and Jamie my brother and the whole way home no one really said much. i don't know what to do or say anymore i just feel so lost right now i don't even know what to think. the odd thing is this is not the first time dealing with death but it feels as if it is. right now my grams is on life support but i think thats only tell my uncle mike gets her to say goodbye then i think we are going to let her go. im not looking forward too that at all. after that ill only have one grams left.

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